Auntie..

It's true that we will never feel loss until it's not around.

Just feel sorry that I didn't have chance to see my auntie more often. For not asked her to go for a walk, not brought her to come to my home. Too many things to do then seems like I forgetting her, to have our qualified time together.

I didn't have a chance to say sorry and to tell her how much I love her and say thank you for made me the way I am today.
Remembering my childhood equals as remembering her. Every little thing can remind me of her.

I won't forget the last time we met, I hold her hand for quite long and she noticed. She asked her daughter and said maybe I missed her. Yes that's true. I will always remember that moment. And last time I spoke with her on the phone when I couldn't hear her voice, I asked her to sing. She's too weak that time and I couldn't hear her voice. They said she laugh that time but I couldn't hear. I'm glad to know that last time we spoke, she laugh.

She's upthere now. Watch us from above. She has her wings now.

We will meet again someday.. Love you, auntie.

14.05.11

Letter for Vich

Dear John Maravich Soetiono,

We felt hurt deeply when we saw you in that tube with so many cables in your body. And it even hurt more when we said goodbye to you, our little angel. You have your wings now and you flew to the above with Jesus.

Thou you're just with us for twenty four hours, you stole our heart, dear. You're a cute, adorable, georgeous, healthy and chubby little baby. And our heart broke into pieces when you left us here.
God must love you so much.

We believe that you still have your duty upthere now and in the perfect time then, you will come back here and gather with us for long time.

We held you for a moment but will love you forever..
A precious little baby, asleep but perfect.

26.07.11 - 27.07.11

Sleep well, our little angel..