time for me

when i had a little surgery yesterday, i wish someone would accompany me. but the fact people seems too busy. then i had to get through almost all by my self. wish i did not expect too much..
today in my recovery, i have to be on my own. thou i'm shaking and throw up what i ate..

but sometimes it feels good to have time for your own. time when nobody's around. you'll have time to make things the way it should be, time to enjoy movies you bought, time to listen the musics you had, time to read the books you collect.. this is what i want for so long..
so, guess i shouldn't complain for what i got now...
nope, i shouldn't..

nowadays, women should do everything by herself without depend too much to anyone else.